The One Where The Mask-Quitoes Attack

We went to the Singapore Eye Centre. For me, it's because of the inflammation in my eye that I've had since Primary 5. For Faez, she's hoping to find a cure to her ever-growing and darkening...EYE BAG! She can go for days without sleep, and still survive. If I do that, I might, at the end of it all, just fall asleep. And never wake up.

We had to put masks on. I swear, the thing can cover my face! Faez looks like some Arabian girl - with the brown contact lenses and the mask. What she's missing though is the black robe and the head scarf! JUST IMAGINE! Teehee.


Faez and I talked and brought up random topics. She even told me about her recent ghostly encounter. Freaky.

We went back to Paris* after that to have our Dunch* and met up with Ami before we walked all the way to Paris Park. I tell you, the mosquitoes there are wicked. I was in my Uniform - a simple blouse and a knee-length skirt - but I think that the mosquitoes managed to have bites at areas that are not that accessible! Ami had that problem too. Faez is lucky she wore skinnies.

The One Where The Mask-Quitoes Attack

Being "Defining Definitions", I have chosen the word "CONFIDENCE" as the word of today.

Dictionary: Confidence (noun) self-assurance arising from a belief one's own ability to achieve things

Defining Definitions: Confidence (noun) An act of being in denial to the fact that we're not that great.

*Paris is Pasir Ris for short
*Dunch is dinner and Lunch combined.

The One Where Faez Didn't Sleep

Guess what?! We went to our "Elementary School".. Wanna act chim only. Haha! Anyways, speaking about the school, I couldn't believe that it looks so old. What I mean is, I know it's old but our school moved all the way to Bedok! I thought it was going to be a little more "good-looking", so to speak, than the previous one which was at Tampines. Damn! I can ramble on and on about the school being old but I don't think you people would want to read about it.
Just go look for yourself.. (:

Nadia and I met at around 1pm after she ended school. Bought a gift for a special someone... *pervertic smile* Nah, just kidding. It's for a teacher, Mdm Jalela. I know what you are thinking. Teacher's Day was so long ago. Haha! We bought this pencil holder which has a yellowish-orangey sun on it to clip your photo. Nadia wanted to buy the one with the lion but I thought she was trying to imply that the teacher was fierce. So I suggested the elephant. Come to think of it, if she were to choose the elephant then that will be like,
    "Whoah! You tryna say I'm fat!" LOL!!

As usual when you haven't seen that someone for a long time, you can spend hours just sitting and talking about stuff. And yes people, we did sit and spend hours talking about stuff... We talked and talked till Nad's stomach actually growled. Ooohhh.... Scaarryy....

After everything was all said and done, we went to Paris to grab some food. We didn't actually GRAB the food, we bought it in a very civilised manner of course. You know with the, "Hi auntie.." I don't think you all know who's the Auntie. Never mind, forget about her. So we sat down. Open styrofoam pack. Eat eat eat. And then went to the playground. This is the fun part!!

"SWING! HERE I COME!"
*metal chain breaks*
Nah.. too dramatic. Wait people!
I'm not giving you any hints to buy me an "ELEPHANT" pencil holder,ok?

We went over to the playground but there were two girls on the swing. Both of them were like what..? 15? Still wanna play the swing. Childish. Sheesh!
*Rolls eyes and give that irritated,"I'm gonna smack your face" look*

Oops! I almost forgot, I'm 18... Hahahaha.... *blushblush*
Oh.... I have to get some sleep! It's like what now? 3 in the morning? Haven't slept for let's see.. One. Two. Three. Including today, Four.
And this reminds me of what Dr. House said;
"Your brain starts shutting down slowly."
I don't feel it man..
I think I shall go to sleep now. My body's aching! And I have a long day tomorrow.. Cheers!

The One Where Faez Didn't Sleep

Skyline

My trust is built on your words
To tie down my fears and bury my secrets
And when the clouds start to hide the stars,
I'd search for your hand in the dark.

I could let go and not be afraid.
I'll be that girl on the swing again
And you'd be her best friend.

Chorus:
When the current shifts direction,
She would have me anchored.
When mirrors sigh to imperfections,
She'd have my doubts reassured.
She'd be that rose that blooms in winter
And that remedy for wounded hearts.
She'd be the music when you hear the thunder
Holding me from falling apart...

We'd jump together into thrills
Not giving the world a damn, not casting a glance.
And when the world starts inflicting you pain,
You could lean in against me.

Chase away your fears and don't hold back.
You could be that girl on the swing again
And I'd be her best friend.

[Chorus]

Bridge:
Even as two worlds collide
And nothing can pull us apart,
Time can forge a sea between us.
But when the moon's silver turn grey
Or the stars die out,
I'd still have you leading my way.


We could always be the girls on the swings
And still remain best friends.

Pandora's Box

Watch me rip my heart into two,
As my inner demons dance (Dance to hell's cries)
And it could only be me against you.
Your presence would only scrape me
Burning my heart from within.

Mistakes and sins would flow through my veins
As I'd drench myself with tears and pain
I am tired of running through the rain.

Chorus:
I'd hear you summoning my sleeping soul
Your whispers inject venom to my dreams
My frozen lips cannot reply your calls.
And my eyelids are too heavy to lift
If I ever wake, I could just be twisting the key in the lock.

Watch me rend my mind apart
As my inner demons sing (Sing to hell's curses)
A dying love with a decayed heart.
Your presence would only trace
My chest with the blade,
Killing me inside.

Mistakes and sins would flow through my veins
As I'd drench myself with tears and pain
I am tired of running through the rain.

[Chorus]

This key to Pandora's Box...

Critical Edge

"Your Dad has never cared for me or you.."
"You'd never understand the pain I've been through.."
"If I have a chance, I would leave you.."

I cannot shut my eyes from your agonies
Or watch you lay like a used, broken doll.
You'd whisper your pain to the breeze
And I would wrestle with my thoughts.

The armour you used cannot stand the hit,
You have to battle without your shield.
And the mask you wore can no longer conceal
Your emotional scars that just won't heal.

I never intend to hold you
From those big dreams that could have been,
But helplessness drags me through
Like waves drawing sand under my feet.

Apologies can't undo what we've been through
And words are like blades you can't retract.
I'd be biting th bullet that you aimed for my heart,
From that shot which could tear me apart.

Your words scorched my insides bad
And echoes of torrent insults drowned me dead.
"I wish I have never known your Dad, so I wouldn't have to bring you in this world"

You smiled a little too wide
When you tried to hide your fears.
But your betraying eyes were filled with doubt
When you blinked away those tears.

I don't want to be the thorn that prick her own rose...

Bridge:
"Your Dad has never cared for me or you.."
But as long as you still do...
"You'd never understand the pain I've been through.."
But I've always tried to...
"If I have a chance,  I would leave you.."
Please stay, I need you...

What would a candle be without a flame? (A darkened soul...)
What would life be without it's warmth? (A night so cold...)
What would I be without you? (No hand to hold...)

My Timeless Existence

Driving through memory lane
Where my chasing fears lashed across.
Reminding me of my throbbing pain
Where my tormenting childhood
Smothered my strength into ashe.
Caught and tangled in nightmare's webs,
I'd relive a troubled past.

Chorus:
He shouldn't see me die (It was't right)
I'd bite my lips and silent my cries
With ebbing numbness
And pain blinding my eyes,
It will end mercilessly (As promised)
And when my chest burned dry,
He'd hum me his lullaby
And kiss me goodnight...

Actuality seeps through my soul
like acid eating its ways.
A devastating truth being foretold,
Slapping reality across my face
Leaving my hopes cold.
Forced to play nightmare's sick games,
I'm chained by reality.

[Chorus]

Grappling with uncertainties,
I can't see the shadows that surround.
The future - a sea of possibilities.
With every change of the tide
Comes another twist in the plot
Struggled to break from nightmares hold.
But I'll be lost in a bleak future...

Magician By Night, Illusion By Day

A kiss that holds a promise.
A love that knows no boundaries.
His confession, an admission
Of his sweet mix of emotions.

His charisma toys her mind
His charm flirts with her devotion.
But how can she resist the devil's lair?
Where the temptation lingers densely in the air,
Dragging her into despair.

Chorus:
He's a magician by night
For he teases, captivates and leaves her dazed.
She's already put her soul at stake
And she's drawn a cross on her heart
Where the arrow would penetrate.
He'd depart before daybreak
And only return a little too late.
He's an illusion by day...

A touch that shows his expression.
A smile offers a night of passion.
Her confession, a declaration
Of her love for her magician.

His voice drugged her insides,
Couldn't reel out before she fell in.
But how can she resist the hunter's trap?
Where lines will be crossed and circles overlap,
Rules threatened to be broken.

[Chorus]

Bridge:
He'd have her in a trance
Chained her heart with his
And guard the key with spirits.
But the devil has fallen with his sins
And the hunters in love with his prey
And so has the magician by night (An illusion by day)

The Twisted Truth

Utter the words that you don't mean
Pain knifing you till you're bleeding
Resurrecting a dead relationship.
And you can't fill empty promises,
Fix shattered hearts with bitter lies
You're tangled in your twisted truth.

Fight the enemy that can't be seen
Resolve the conflict within
Hurt stained your word red but
Explaining dosn't change a thing.

Chorus:
I hope you feel how the walls close in
Memorize the anguish that I was facing.
You'd know how it's like with your dignity in dust
And how it feels when I breached your trust

I could watch as you lay breathless
While you play tag with the ghost of your guilt...

Assume what you can't understand
And you're no longer in command
'Coz misery got the better of you.
And no, you can't mend my broken trust
'Coz two wrongs don't make right
You're lost in a maze of mistakes.

Reviving what used to be of us
But your time is running up.
Heartache traced your voice
But excuses gets you nowhere...

[Chorus]

Bridge:
Like eternity losing its years,
Like the fire losing its sparks (What you've had till it's lost)
Like the night losing its stars,
Like the kiss losing its touch (What you've had till it's lost)

You lost me...

[Chorus]

Hello!!

We are Defining Definitions...
There's only two of us; Faez and Nadia. Isn't it sad? I know... (: